Who Am I ?

I can see this is a very good place to socialize.  ~I’m blushing~. 

Here’s an interesting take on my scaredycatness and low platelet count:  Jeannette (my sister —who might join us Zaadzters—who did a Landmark forum last week—who wants to tell her forum leader about this site— which might open the possibility of Landmark advertising with us?) thinks they might be related on a subtle level, that I’m over protecting my body because my immune system gets so silly,crazy wild!!  I thought that sounded plausible —I’ve been meditating and using LOVE and healing toward my self and my platelets, telling my body that my platelets are friends. But now that she told me her take I’m going to do it more.

Ryan, I would have a bit of a panic attack too if I were going to meet KW for the first time - that’s why I sent Matthew - heehee.

Beth Thank You for your support - I had to have a talk with Matthew to make sure I wasn’t invading his ‘space’!!  He assured me I wasn’t, but I’ll still try to keep it toned down – wouldn’t want to embarrass the new Zaadz employee ; -))

Brian, I love you, young man : - ))))))))))) thanks for giving Matthew this chance!!!

Shelly, thank you, thank you, thank you.  I whole heartedly claim all you said!!  Your warmth comes through in all of your communications and I’m just breathing in your sweet energy. ~ Thank You, my friend. Peace to you.

Flex, how well I understand that short sentence.  Thanks for the welcome!! : -)))

Jodi, thank you.  True friends help their friends grow and glow.  I’ll call you a true friend of mine – and here’s back at ya (((hugs)))

P.S.  this place makes me feel all warm and tickly and excited inside!!  I wish I could be in the same room with all of you and just bask for a while - I think ‘basking’ is a good thing – but I also feel worried - just being honest here — I have envisioned something like this for so long.  When I first started attending a prayer group at my Catholic church it was still a virgin group, all pure and honest and authentic.  But slowly it grew rigid and hard - forming all sorts of crazy beliefs - a little doctrinized church operating within the larger doctrinized church -  adopting all kinds of reactionary beliefs in rebellion against the larger ‘cell’.  I had to get out - but was then left without a group alive in the ‘Spirit’…that was very hard for me.  I guess my calling card should be: LOVING FREE
                                                                                       address: Everywhere Manifest St.
                                                                                                        Earth (for now) 11111

Thanks Cynthia!!

My boys were my main line also –  now they’re all grown up and sailing…sailing… :) :)
time for me to get working… ( I remember when they were little I used to sneak into the bathroom to meditate— but those little antennae were always poised for even the shortest abandonment of their interests - hee hee -I gave up!!)  There’s a time for everything under the sun, hey?

Also Young at Heart
Renee

Thanks Kari -and for the reminder of mySelf.  This manifestation is where it's at though, hey?!  I have such a sense of wanting to get more in touch with the “little” one because emptiness is always there - just ALWAYS there, right?  It's little 'ole me and you I want to know and see and love - because compassion is so lovely, I guess - a fun trip.  I AM what I think/don't think I AM and also “that”.  I will always insist on that kind of impeccable humility because I am here and have not made any of it disappear.  You see, I made all of you and I also made me and I also hid that fact from myself so that I could discover “us” all over again!!!  Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!! (except when I'm in pain,then it's: Aarrrgghhhhh!!!!!)
Do you remember how you did the very same thing?  We were laughing!!!; -)))))))) – and crying!!! (((((((